I had a wonderful time dying last night. My memories are hazy, but i remember some pieces with a comfort in my soul.
God was in front of me. I was stone, frozen by Her blessed presence. My full attention focused on nothing but Her.
She was in front of me. Undressed. Then Her hand slowly met the skin around Her collarbone. The fingers dug under, and She started slowly peeling Herself. She had no blood, She had no pain.
I watch awestruck, as God was skinning Herself. It was, quite erotic, and She was teasing me too. "You wish I was doing this to you, aren't you? If you behave, I'll reward you."
Slowly the skin was off her shoulders. I don't know if I should look away or where to keep my eyes. Then Her breasts. I'm breathing heavy. Look away. Make eye contact. Look down. Look at Her. Then her abdomen. I try not to lose my consciousness. To see such an intimate display by someone like me is hard to stomach. Something so stunningly attractive.
"I wonder what's on your cute little mind..."
No words. I couldn't even stutter. The only thing i could think of was how gorgeous Her flesh underneath was. It was so beautiful, i had to try to stay still, to just keep staring. I can't recall my own circumstances, other than shaking from this excitement.
The marbling of Her fat and meat. Her inside layer. A peek of what's underneath. So sacred and holy. I wasn't allowed to touch Her. I don't think i wanted to. It felt too divine to lay my pathetic paws on the red muscles.
"You're the luckiest pet, getting to see your God like this."
Yes, Yes i really am. I am the luckiest pet ever. I am lucky to have someone I get worship. I strive to be the best follower. Her presence already makes me feel like I am special. But such an experience makes me feel I am more than anyone else.
I wish I could've stared longer. I wish i could've spent more time dying. For God to show me Her insides, to be loved and adored so much by your God that She opens up to you. Showing me what's beneath and it's all so magnificent.
She is so perfect in every way possible. Inside and out. It makes me want to be the best little pet She could ask for.