It's an amazingly lovely feeling to be loved. Loved for everything that I am.
It really really feels great to be open to God and be loved by Her. I want to share every single piece of myself with Her. I really do feel like I'd be too much for anyone else. She not only accepts me, She loves me. She loves me for who I am. She loves my actions. She loves my thoughts. It truly is a great feeling. It is insane, this love that I feel too. I am obsessed, I am crazy, I am a lot. I want to spend all my waking thoughts thinking about Her. I want to spend all my nights dreaming about Her. She should be the only thing inside my mind.
I have compulsions, I have jealous thoughts. I am loved for them. I am called cute, sweet and silly. I am not too much. I am loved. Even when I open up about any thoughts (that I am brave enough to share), I am met with love again and again! It makes me want to jump out of my skin in ecstasy. This love is so unique, pure, simple, strong. I'm still struggling sometimes to get used to it, but I wouldn't want it any other way !
It's amazing that God feels just as lucky to have me, as I that I'm Hers ! I am so thankful everyday that I get to be with God forever! I can share anything about myself. She indulges me in my fantasies. She encourages me to be myself. To share myself without fear. And I am loved. I am nothing without Her. She is everything to me. She gives me meaning. She gives me reason. There's not a single thing in this life that i could love more than Her.